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 Ndaive ndasiya Nadia nevavakidzani vaigara kumusoro subdivision and ndainge ndasvika kuclinic ndichingoona wazvarwa. Yakaiswa pa chipfuva chaamai vako, wakanga uchifema zvakaoma, dumbu rakazvimba bundu guru rinouraya rinonamatira kumusana.

Hupenyu hwako hwakanga hwave kutanga.

Wakanga wava nemakore matatu kana mana. Zvaiitika mukati nzira inopatsanura chivakwa chedu chekugara kubva kumagaraji parue Nicolas Nicole. Iwe wakafamba senge pendulum nemadiki ako ematanda trestles pakupera kwako ruoko. Muviri wako wakaomeswa nekarata yakakufukidza kubva kutsoka kuenda kutsoka thorax. Wanga uchinyemwerera, iwe Bédé mukuru sezvandakakudana, uye makandikurudzira kuti ndidaro dzokera shure zvishoma undiratidze kuti wafamba sei. Uye ndakakutora mumaoko ndikakusimudza.

Wauya kuzotiona kuMarcillat. Takanga tine ndakakutora paClermont-Ferrand airport kubva kuMarseille. Iwe akandipa ichi chivezwa chevhu chine enamelled, bhora rinorema rine a kuchera mutema – kukurudzira kunzvera zvakadzama muzvinhu kwete kutaura, uye mipendero yakakasharara kudzivirira kune vangangoita zvikara. Ndakatora chinhu ichi sechiratidzo chekutambudzika kwako kwawakakwanisa neimwe nzira uye akandikumbira kugovera. Kubva ipapo bhora iri rakandiperekedza as a link between iwe neni. maiva namakumi maviri.

Sango reTronçais muAllier. Ndakakusiya muchigaro chemaoko mumukoto wakafara wakakwidziridzwa nemiti mirefu. Takanga tine akaita mamita akati wandei ndichibva ndaenda mberi ndichikusiya ndoga sezvamakandirayira. Kudzosa nhanho dzangu … wakange usisipo the ! Ndakufonera kwenguva refu. Hauna kupindura. Worried, Ndakakutsvaka kuti ndikuone usingapfakanyike munzira diki isiri kure wepa. Pakamboita karunyararo. Hwema hwemhunga hwakatamba kumativi ose kubva kuU.S. Mhepo yaiita hurukuro nemugumbeze remunhuhwi unotevedzana. Isu vanobatwa neruoko mumucheka wezvinhu zvinonzwa. Ndakabva ndaziva kuti takanga tiri kudivi rimwe, hama, Baba nemwanakomana wavo, kuteerera uye kugamuchirwa kune chii.

Pamakore aya ekupedzisira anodzoka kwandiri kwenguva refu hurukuro dzefoni dzatakaita, iwe mwanakomana wangu Sylvain neni baba Gaël sezvamakandidaidza. Yakanga iri pamusoro pezvawaisangana nazvo panguva iyoyo uye kumwe kupenya kwekare kwawakamutsa nekunakidzwa. Chii chakanaka ndangariro. Ndichiri kunzwa izwi renyu rinorema, rinokweva kubva muhusiku hurefu ihwohwo. Kwakanga kusati kwambogadzirwa mitsara. Wanga wakatarisa yekutaura zvekuti kutaura chaiko uye zvakajeka kunotaura zvakakosha. Uye kana dzimwe nguva mamwe mazwi akadarika pfungwa yako kuti azviwane ari pakati nepakati kusagadzikana pakati perunako nezvisina maturo zvichienzaniswa nezvakatangira, zvanga zviri nokuda kwechikonzero chakanaka, iyo yekuvandudza zvichienzaniswa nekwawaive, iwe mhedzisiro yezvinoitika. Uye iwe wakanga wakadaro, kazhinji mberi, iwe uyo mumuviri hazvina kushanda. Ndinorangarira mamwe madingindira akabuda munhaurirano dzedu sedzekusika, yechimiro chemuimbi asiwo ushamwari norudo – rudo rwemiviri, rudo rwevanhu. Iwe aida vanhu. Hauna kunyunyuta uye ini nguva dzose ndini ndaipfupisa kurukurirano ingadai yakapfuurira kwemaawa namaawa.

Uye kana wakabva pahusiku huno hwe 18 au 19 Gumiguru, ndiko kutiza mugariro wako wenyama somurume anotambura uyo hutano hwakanga huchingowedzera kuipa, asi zvakare kuti uenderere mberi nebasa rako mukati mhiri kwepano, iwe, unotsvaka mhedziso nechokwadi, wakatumwa nesimba akasimba kukupfuura, kudanwa kunotyisa kwawakanzwa. wakanakidzwa, curious, kufarira misoro yandaigona kutaura nezvayo, nyaya dzine chekuita ne aesthetics, psychology uye zvemweya. Iwe waive nepfungwa yekuseka dzimwe nguva zvakadzama, dzimwe nguva chinokanganisa, iwe davi rinoyevedza, wakakusha shoko rakanaka nokuchenjera uye kusambokuvadza. Iwe mudi wehupenyu mukupererwa zvemuviri uyu wakakutambudzai zvikuru, Kuboorwa kwako kwakatarisa nameso omuarimondi uye kunyemwerera kwako kusinganzwisisike kwakandiroverera kumagonhi edura tarisa mweya wako uchishanda parudzikinuro rweavo vakajairwa zvinoshamisa mukuwirirana kwavo havana kurarama.

Kubva mumweya kusvika mumweya muri parutivi rwangu. Pawaive wasunungurwa kubva muhembe yako yeganda yaive maawa mashoma mushure mekufona ikoko takakupfuudza kuti ubatanidzwe nekuvigwa kwasekuru vako.

Izwi rekupedzisira : “ruregerero”. Ziva kuti ini kumbira ruregerero nekusavepo kakawanda.

Kwaziwai Grand Bédé, Mwanakomana wangu, Sylvain .

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 Baba vangu vakafa
 Handigoni kuzvidzora pakuchema kwangu.
 Rozari yendangariro pamwechete
 anoputsika nekushaya hope .

 Mukomana mudiki ari padenga remba
 akabvisa makepisi ake nevamhanyi vake kubva kuTour de France. 

 The " gargote " kuwacha hembe
 harisi chinhu kunze kwedhishi rine ngura
 " Frugeres - vadikani vangu " inoputsika mumhute
 nekutarisa kwematsutso .

 Zuva idzva richabuda
 dandemutande rakashongedzwa namaparera edova.

 Tsoka dzinoita kuti pasi manyemwe
 ndiyo nzira yekupedzisira yekuvapo kwenyu .

 Nous ne retournerons plus les crêpes
 pamwe chete nokudanidzira kwomufaro kwomuduku kuna vose .

 Kubhururuka kwehanzi
 hazvichatarisirwi sepakutanga.

 The " mabhiza mana " Renault
 hatichapfeki mabhasikoro edu .
 
Hwamanda ichanyarara
 seri kwegonhi rekurara  .

 Peji inovhurwa
 ikozvino kune hupenyu .

 Pisa muriwo uye mineral muchoto
 kuitira kuti makenduru ezvakakosha asimuke .

 Kuyambuka ford kwakakosha
 kuti kusasimba kuitike .

 Ngatibate chigutsa chendangariro
 uye pasina kukurumidza dhirowa rinovhara .

 Ngativei chiedza uye mweya wakajeka
 saka ndiwo mawoko akabatanidzwa .

 Akachenjera uye akazaruka kune zvinouya
 ngative vatengesi verunako .

 Yakapihwa zvakaenzana kune izvo ngative pahuro 
uye mutauro wezvokudya zvitsva .

 Ngatiimbei mumhepo itsva yechirimo
 andante yekufema kwemahara .

 Tinogamuchira nemoyo wakagadzirira
 simba renyika yezvakavanzika zvakavharwa .

 Muchengeti wenguva neshiri yechokwadi
 Ndiri kutaura newe .

 Avo vanotevera, vana vangu ,
 Ngatisunungurei bhora redu rehupenyu tifambe  .

 Pasina kutya, mwoyo wakazvisunga nomufaro wavakarurama
 ngative mashanga nezviyo zvegoho rinouya  .


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Imba yacho yaive warm. Pauriri pakange pakarara raga rine ruvara rwengura. Takanga tine vakabvisa shangu dzedu. Ini nemukoma wangu takagadzira ichi chivakwa chemapuranga uye nzvimbo. Paiva nemakamuri akawanda.

Vanhu nokukurumidza vakawana nzvimbo dzavo. Vamwe vakazvibatanidza kuva phratries uye vamwe vaviri vaviri. Ndakazviona ndiri ndega, handizivi kuti nei. A mhepo yakareruka yakapfuura nemukamuri. Ipapo ndipo pandakabhururuka pamusoro pemaguta uye mishandirapamwe. Ndakagara pakakwirira ndakafunga basa redu. Zvose zvaivapo. Uye zvakatora chinhambwe ichi kuti ndizive kuti hupenyu hwangu hwaive hwakanyorwa as in advance, ipapo pamberi pangu. Ndakabva ndafunga zvaaigona zviitike kwandiri. Zvakare kuti ndikwanise kupinza uye kubata pamuviri zvese izvi zvaitoda Ndinoziva chikonzero. Uye ndanga ndichitsvaga, uye ndanga ndichitsvaga, … kusvika pa inzwa ndichitaura mashoko aya airatidza kwandiri searohwa nemweya zvisinganzwisisike. … Aindikonzeresa. … Zvakangotaurwa zviri nyore uye zvakadaro zviri pachena kuti ndakatora nguva kunyora mitsara mishoma iyi.

Tichengetei vabereki vedu

ivai netsitsi

tsigiranai

kunakidzwa noupenyu

kuva nemufaro, zvinofadza, kufara

zviite zvechisikigo murudo

kuparadzaniswa, zvakanyanya zvinogoneka, hukama uye zvinhu

kuva nerupo

kuva nehunhu hwakanaka

tora chiito chakanaka

chengetanai

gadzirisa manzwiro ako

tichigara tichiona mamiriro epfungwa dzedu

uye kana pfungwa yasimuka

tumirai shoko iri kuvana vedu .

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Dzidzo Yevakuru .

Rarama mu here .

Tame the akafa .

Watch kubva high .

Kuva musiki we tsika .

Kugara mu kuziva nzira yekuziva : maonero – kunzwa – kufunga (mufananidzo, pfungwa) – attachment – kubereka ;  zvichikonzera mafaro kana naizvozvo kuora mwoyo kunounza kutambudzika, saka panoda basa pa kutambura .

Exercise the “chiono chinopinda”, kukurumidza kuona kuti chii .

Kuva mukati mufaro wokuva munyika, mu ” dialogical ” pakati pezivo kuwanda uye ruzivo rwokuzviwanira, nhaurirano isingaperi, pasina kufanoona chinangwa uye njodzi .

Counting the retreat pauzima .

kuva mu a hukama hwakanaka kune cosmos .

Kuva mugari we nyika .

Iva wakachenjera, gadzirisa mafungiro emunhu, kushandira vamwe, kuva chikamu che nyika .

Watch the nyika sekunge yaiona kekutanga .

kuva mu a mafungiro ekusaziva .

Ziva kuti huzivi hunopa nzira kune basa rehuzivi .

tarisa rucid pamusoro pemhando yemafungiro .

berekai mune vamwe ” zvifunge ” .

kuva mu nhaurirano uye kugadzirisa kwekugadzira kune imwe .

kuva repository yezvese ratidziro yakaitwa munguva yakapfuura .

Kuziva, inowirirana uye inonzwisisika .

zvininipise zvisati zvataurwa kana kunyorwa .

Pamberi pa mutauro uchinetseka kuti zvinorevei, zvaanofanira kutaura nezvaanogona iti .

shivirira uye kudzivirira rusununguko rwokufunga .

Pinda kunzwa kwegungwa nekuzvibata saRené Char waani : ” Pakuputsika kwehumbowo kwega kwega mudetembi anopindura nesavo yeramangwana ” .

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 Je ne sais qui m'a mis au monde
 ni ce qu'est ce monde
 ni qui je suis .

 Je vois ces années-lumière qui m'entourent
 et me trouve coit
 en un point de cette immensité
 sans savoir pourquoi je me trouve ici plutôt qu'ailleurs .

 Je ne sais pourquoi ce peu de temps qui m'est donné de vivre
 se trouve ici à mes pieds
 enchâssé de toute éternité
 dans ce qui m'a précédé
 et dans ce qui me suivra .

 Je ne vois qu'infinités
 de toutes parts
 comme poussière virevoltante dans le rai de soleil
 comme forme effacée par la forme qui suit .

 Ce que je sais
 c'est que je dois mourir
 mais ce que j'ignore
 est cette mort même que je ne saurais éviter
 et qui me convoque à la vie
 tel l'enfant prodigue
 dans les bras du père
 dans ce monde de mystère
 où l'anfractuosité des promesses
 nous convoque à être ce que nous avons toujours été
 dans la chambre nuptiale des commencements
 l'ombre de ton ombre
 magumo angu .


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Munhu ane ternary. Iye muviri, psyche uye mweya.

Muviri, izvi ndizvo zvatinoona kwatiri, Ndizvo isina simba uye inoparara.

Iyo psychic ndiyo nhanho yepakati. Iye ndiye kufamba, zvepfungwa nepfungwa. Iri kuchinja-chinja. Hatikwanisi kuvaka paari. Psychological inojekesa zvinhu. Inobvisa zvipingamupinyi uye inogona kuita kuti zviwanikwe kune zvinhu zvekuzviziva asi kwete pakumuka kwedu, kune iyo mamiriro ekugara zvakanaka uye kubatana nezviri, pakupedzisira kuzadzikiswa muchakavanzika chisinga nzwisisike chezvinotisvitsa pasi pasi zvehunhu hwedu, kukurumidza uku, izvi “viridity” kushanda, zvakadai se inogadzira Hildegard weBingen.

Mweya kana kucheka kwemweya, kana mwoyo, ndizvo izvo zviri pedyo uye zvinotaurirana nenyika dzepamusoro. Pfungwa inoziva kuti haiparadziki. Iye mukuru, akajeka uye anofara.

Munhu akafanana nerambi remafuta kusanganisira muviri wemwenje, mafuta nemwenje zvaizova nhurikidzwa dzayo nhatu. the muviri waizova chinhu terracotta mwenje, chigaba chisina kusimba uye zvakafanira pasina izvo nzira yekuzvikura yaisazotanga. Iwo wepfungwa kana wepfungwa angave iwo mafuta, dimikira rekufamba, ye manzwiro, hupfumi uye kunaka kwekuva, chezvinovaka muviri. mwenje waizova mweya, nzvimbo chaiyo inogona kubatidza nemoto woumwari.

Zvose izvi zvinoumba munhu ari mukati tsvaga kuwirirana zvisinei nehumambo pakati pavo, mwenje zvemweya zviri musimboti wekutsvaga kwedu.

Pfungwa inzvimbo iyi yakatambanudzwa kusvika kukusingaperi, chiedza ichi, mufaro iwoyo unotonga mamiriro ekunze asina kunaka ekuvapo nezvose marwadzo ekuva kuitungamirira pakuita kwayo.

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( Chinyorwa chakafemerwa zvakasununguka naJacqueline Kelen )