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 Ukuhlulwa okungenamagama
 ngaphansi kokundiza kwe-specter
 ithulula izimfanelo zayo .

 Ukudingiswa ngobunye ubusuku
 idliwe wulwembu lwamaphupho
 ngaphandle kokuba imfihlo yonakalise inkumbulo .  
       
 Ukukhohlwa phakathi kwenkungu nenyanga
 ngeke ufe ngeke ufe
 usuku lonke udumo lucimile
 kusukela emathunjini esigodi
 lapho kukhuphuka umsindo ophindwe kabili we-oboe ne-sax .

 Ukuthakathwa isikhathi eside
 emikhawulweni yokuwela
 ngaphambi kokucwila ebumnyameni
 lapho kudliwa kancane
 inyama nezinzipho ze-tender's Sunday best
 elele amazolo egazi
 ngaphambi kokuntwela kokusa . 
      
 I-pitfall ihlelwe phakathi kwezibani
 phakathi kwalokhu kuphahlazeka
 kunomyalelo ongaqondakali
 umhlaba kulo mbuso
 lapho insengetsha ebandayo ihlukanisa inyama nesikhumba .

 Impilo isilapha
 impilo yindawo
 impilo yami ehambisana nempilo yakho
 usayizi XXL we-median ehleliwe
 phakathi kokumamatheka kwengane eluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka
 nokuphakade kogwadule olukhanyayo .


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 Ngokungabaza neThemba .
 Uma kukhona ukuxhumana phakathi komculi nesintu sonke
 akukwazi ukuthi akukho okuphilayo okungadalwa
 ngaphandle kokwazi okungaqondakali kwalesi sixhumanisi lapho
 isibopho sothando nokuvukela  .

 Ukulandelana kungafika kuphela ngemva kokuphela kwefilimu
 indawo ehlungwe ukwenama kokukhanya kwezwe
 i-suite yokugibela izitebhisi ezine ngezine
 ebunganini umoya oshubile
 njengoba isikhathi sihlangana nesikhathi
 njengoba lolu suku lwadlula olungabuyi
 njengezimpondo ezibukhali zamakhaza ashubisa umnkantsha emaphethelweni amahlathi .

 Bazofika noma bangezi
 bese behamba
 ukuphila kwabo kwakugxile emisebenzini yabo yansuku zonke .

 Ukuze welule igolo
 ekusondeleni kwesiphetho konke kuwe
 kukhuphuka iphunga lemihlatshelo eyenzelwa onkulunkulu
 eduze nesimo sengqondo somuntu esifanelekile - ukuhleka .

 ingena ngejubane
 ngomnyango wokudumala
 emakamu okuhlushwa ukubulala nokudlwengula
 usizi olungakhulumeki okufanele luxazululwe
 umbuzo wencazelo yempilo yakhe
 inhliziyo ishaya ngamandla
 phambi kwencwadi ebomvu yezintombumbulu
 lapho ukunyonyoba
 lapho ekhafulela amahlule akhe amagama amnyama
 emzimbeni wemabula kababa osuke emgqeni wokuqala 
 lapho umzamo wokuzibandakanya
 angakufanelekela ukunakwa okuyinhloko
 umoya waphezulu ukukhuthaza .

 Asukume
 ngaphezu kobubele bokuntwela kokusa
 ngamazwi okucula izinyoni ezimnyama
 i-caduceus yobuhlakani namasiko
 ukuhlangana okunesigqi namakha amnandi e-jasmine
 ngaphandle kwe-bituminous sodwa
 khipha uyinki omnyama ngokwezwi nezwi
 ngaphandle kwesigodlo esingokomfanekiso samajaji anikezayo
 ngaphandle kokugigiyela imigilingwane ewubuwula
 ngaphandle kwalokhu kuzalwa okuyinqaba phakathi kwenja nempisi
 lapho ukufunda iqiniso
 umzuzu wokugcina wesinqumo
 ukubutha emphefumulweni wakhe
 ithemba lomfutho omusha
 ukuze amandla anamathele emoyeni
 i-springboard
 lapho ukugxuma ngisho nangaphezulu
 empilweni elula  .


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 Okugcwele nokusobala
 fricassée de grillons dans la prairie
 Ebusuku
 bheka uvule ukuvuka kwesibhakabhaka esigcwele izinkanyezi
 akufinyeleleki
 emthonjeni wokuhleba  .
 
 Wavela ekujuleni komhlaba
 amacembe ayinkulungwane enziwe
 ngaphambi kokufika okumatasa kwezinkanyezi
 ukuphinda
 que la marée monte
 ziyaphela izincingo
 avaleleke esitokisini
 Ngethemba ithonsi lokugcina lemvula
 ophikweni lobusuku
 yamahlamvu ahlotshisiwe
 ezindongeni ze-nostalgia
 ukubukela iphasishi elingekho
 phakathi kowesifazane nowesilisa
 futhi bazalwe kabusha phakathi kwakho .


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 With blue yonke indawo ngaphandle blue emphefumulweni
 ngomoya ophefumulayo kodwa ngaphandle kokulahlekelwa ngempela
 ngomoya omnene ngaphandle kwempukane edla inyama
 ngesihlahla sasezindaweni ezishisayo esingahlabeki
 nolwandle kodwa kungabandi kakhulu futhi ngaphandle koshaka
 ngezikebhe owawungagibela kuzo
 nabathengisi abaphikisayo ababukeka bebahle futhi abangakhafuli isihlabathi ku-tan yakho
 nezingane ezingamemezi
 nelanga elingashisi kakhulu
 nge fries ume hhayi kude kakhulu
 nge-polar ukufunda ukuthi akuyona Creepy kakhulu
 nethawula lokugeza elikhulu ngokwanele
 ngezibuko zelanga ezingenazo izigxivizo zeminwe
 nge-parasol engandizi ngaso sonke isikhathi
 ngefoni ehlakaniphile eneringithoni engeyona enolaka kakhulu
 ngamahora angabaliwe aphambi kwakho
 ngomuzwa omnandi wendlala okusikhumbuza i-barbecue yakusihlwa
 ngomsindo wamaza olwandle ephulula usebe ngaphandle kokuklwebha okungabukeki
 ngesibhakabhaka lapho izindiza zingadonsi izikhangiso zazo ezingafundeki
 nesisu esingasikhulu kakhulu esingivumela ukuthi ngibone izinzwane
 ngokhilimu wokushuka ongadonsi izinwele ngenkathi omile
 ngomjuluko ofanele okhombisa ukuthi amafutha ayancibilika kodwa angaconsi
 ngokukhululeka okuzolile ngokuphefumula ngakunye ngethemba ukuthi ngeke kube okokugcina
 ngokucwila ebuthongweni obuncane obuphelezelwa izimvemvane ezindiza esibhakabhakeni esine-azure
 nekhono lokubamba inhlabathi egcwele isandla ngaphandle kokuhlangana nesinqe
 ngohlelo lokungenzi lutho naphezu kwalo mqondo osidlayo
 ngokuncinza kokungapheli ngaphandle kokucabanga okuzayo .


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 UNkulunkulu uyisingathekiso sakho konke okudlula izindiza umcabango wengqondo.

Umcabango ubuhlakani yimbali engaqedi uNkulunkulu.

UNkulunkulu ngezinye izikhathi ama-thurifers ayo angase abonakale eyimpande yazo zonke izinto.

Lowo mcabango ungqondongqondo ohlehlayo oqala umkhondo wokufuna ukwazi wokuchichima kwaphezulu iyindlela ebheke eqinisweni.

Isibhamu sakhe yothando onqenqemeni lokuminyana iphonsa umcibisholo wolwazi ngaphandle ukuyekelela kwesono.

ingxenye yokuhlakanipha kungcwatshwe ezakhiweni zobuhle kuyisizinda sesiyaluyalu esikhulu.

Ukubuza isinambuzane esifuna ukudla sasingathola ibhodwe lama roses enkululeko.

Iphunga ukuklabalasa ngezinhlansi zothando eziyinkulungwane emaphethelweni olimi lomlilo kuphawula evela kulowo othi.

Izinkondlo kuyo ukufuna izimanga yisingathekiso seMfihlo.

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 Ulwandle oluluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka lwemvelaphi
 Ngazilahla
 Ngishiye isihlenga sezinto ezilula
 futhi ngibambe unkosikazi wami emathangeni
 amanzi ayethambile futhi ekhuthaza ukuqhubekela phambili kwesimo
 i-offshore slack engenawo umhlaba emkhathizwe
 okukhulu ngokuhlehla okujwayelekile nokuqhaqhazela
 lapho obala
 Ngangikwazi ukwenza amatshe phansi
 Ngabhukuda ngokungenanjongo
 isikhathi esingapheli .

 Kuvele izimbambo 
 Ngasondela
 indawo yayiwugwadule
 yonke into yayimhlophe nomlotha emva kwenhlekelele
 izihlahla ezichotshoziwe
 akushiyi luhlaza
 Ngahamba ngasogwini
 umfudlana ngiwubambe
 indlu emaphethelweni emfucumfucu yezitshalo zamathambo
 insalela yehlathi lakudala
 amathuna amakhulu aphakamisela iziphunzi zawo esibhakabhakeni esinethusi
 indlu enesikafula nxazonke
 abantu kumele ngabe bathatha indawo ngemuva kosizi olubi
 Ngangishiya i-gente damsel
 wamlandela ekhaya
 isakhiwo samatshe esinezitezi ezimbili
 ngaphandle komnyango lapho sesizongqongqoza
 kwavuleka okomoya
 umoya owasidonsa
 isiphethu sasihanqa
 owesifazane omncane ogqoke ezimnyama
 ngendwangu ethambile, ikhanda limbozwe
 izinyawo ezingenalutho ezimbadada zesikhumba eziwugqinsi
 kubonakale ubuso obunombono oshwabene
 ukusihudulela ngokushesha endaweni emnyama
 laba besifazane ababili kwakungathi bayazana
 Nganginelungelo lokubuka kancane
 Sengathi angikho
 kodwa ngangibonakala ngempela ?
 ngalokhu kuwela engikwenze ngaphandle komzamo
 eqhutshwa umsebenzi
 ngangingeyena umoya ?
 wazinikela lapho phambi kwami ​​ufakazi olula
 ingxoxo emnandi
 egcwele injabulo yokwehluka kwezwi
 izixha zezimbali ezinemibala ehlukahlukene ezitshiyoza izinyoni ezijabulayo zihlangene
 ekudlaleni kwezandla kanye namehlo akhanyayo
 iculo elimnandi elenziwe ngenjabulo
 olimi lwabo angiluzwanga
 Ngangingeyena omunye wabo
 Ngangingumkhushi owayebavumela ukuba bahlangane
 ngakho nganyamalala
 amandla omsebenzi owenziwe .

 Kusuka lapho
 ukububula akusesona isiyalo esimnandi sezakhi zokuphila okuhlangatshezwana nazo
 ujiyile bower empilweni wabuya futhi izingane ziyahleka
 ekukhuphukeni kwendlela enamatshe
 egijima eduze kwendlu osuyijwayele manje .


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 Ungagobi ngaphambi kokulala
 abe umbulali ojabulisayo wezimfihlakalo
 thela
 isigcawu esifanayo sidlula futhi siwela kabusha
 ukwazi ukusho
 ukuthi umcimbi uyiqoqo lemisho
 nokuthi ekuxabaneni kwakudala phakathi kweqiniso nephupho
 isicabha siphakathi komsindo
 Umuzwa ongacacile
 ingxenye yavela
 wefu lamanga
 ukuthi umoya uphusha ubheke entabeni
 ngemisho ebuhlungu
 guqula izwi elikhulunywayo
 ebumpungeni obulula .

 abe ngungungumbane
 iziyalezo ezihlakaniphile
 futhi uma isinyathelo siyakusheshisa
 njengomnenke osendleleni yawo ecwebezelayo
 buyelani ezinqolobaneni zenu
 iphakheji engenamsebenzi yezinto ezithatha indawo
 bhinca indwangu ngokukhanya
 hamba uye emcimbini
 futhi uthole inhliziyo yakho.


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     Ngiya phambili
 ngemabula
 emgqeni wokuqala
 kulokhu kungenzeka uhlanganyele nathi
 emishadweni yethu
 weqiniso langempela .

 Ngiyahamba
 inkumbulo yezigxivizo zeminwe
 kusukela emphinjeni wami
 uhlobo olungenakukhulumeka
 endaweni yokulothisa izinsizwa
 ukwenqaba ukukhathala .

 Futhi njengoba ukuphila kunjalo "bona"
 ngiyancibilikisa
 ogwini lomusa
 ekozeleni kobuzalwane
 ukusika kube yimichilo emincane enemibala
 ubuso obufunwa kakhulu
 ubuso bobuntwana
 ubuso bawo wonke umuntu ezifunela yena .

  Futhi uma konke kwakuyindaba yokuthula
 kakhulu kunomculo .


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 Kuvaliwe kodwa qaphela
 kukhona ukungathobeki kokukhanya okugcwele
 kukhona ubuqotho bokuqapha komnsalo othambile
 kukhona umbundu we-sludge yokugeza okukhulu 
 kunesifiso sokuhamba ezinyathelweni zegama lakho
 kukhona ukusokwa okuseduze kobubanzi bokushintshana okunwetshelwe emikhawulweni yendawo yonke
 kukhona umthwalo wemfanelo kanembeza omsulwa
 kukhona umthungo ohlangana ngentambo ebomvu izindwangu zenyama nezezwi
 kukhona umhubhe isinyathelo sezimvu siwunyathela
 ingxoxo ethukuthele endleleni yesiko
 kukhona iqabunga lesihlahla elidedelwa emoyeni livela ezweni elikude
 kunobusuku bezinhlungu nezilingo ezivinjezelwe ukuntwela kokusa .
 Kanjalo i-nave igcwalisa ihhovisi layo
 unkosikazi wokudingiswa noyize
 ziqathake izinyembezi eduze kombhede
 umthumeli
 ngaphandle kocansi inhlanhla namandla
 umyalezo ongakhathali inhliziyo noma womise igazi
 umyalezo wamaqhawe kakhulu kunowabashadile
 umyalezo ovuthayo ngenxa yokukhathala nokuzisola
 umlayezo wembulwa ngokuwubona nokuwuzwa
 umlayezo wenjabulo yezifungo zokugcina
 umyalezo womusa nokumamatheka
 umlayezo wamazolo awela ekuseni kaJohane oNgcwele
 umlayezo wezithelo esiwunikezayo
 Umlayezo ongavali
 ukubonga kosuku .

 Indoda iphethe izikhiye zebhalansi yayo entekenteke .
 Umuntu ungumdali wakho kokubili isihogo sakhe nepharadesi lakhe .


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Awukakaqedi ukuhamba .

Kwesinye isikhathi uma amafu amnyama ayabuthana nokuthi i-rout itshala ifulegi layo elimnyama, lakho ubuchopho bunyakaza, uyakhala. Isililo esidlula ubuhlungu nokufona. A khala ngezizathu zalasha. Isililo somuntu obambe ongezansi akunakwenzeka. Isililo esiphazamisa ukuqonda kwethu okujwayelekile. Isililo esidabukisayo ofuna ukusikhombisa okuthize. Kodwa yini ? Uboneni ? Ngokuqondene nawe imizwelo, Anginawo ukhiye wokuwaqopha .

Nizulazula kulezi umhlaba phakathi kwenja nempisi, lapho ubumpunga bobusika obugcwele isithwathwa ithatha izithombe zakudala, lapho umhwamuko we-backwater wemvelaphi shintsha ukwazi, uku, lapho kuhlangana khona ama-hallucinations kanye nemibono .

Uphakathi kwempilo nokufa kodwa ukuphila kunamandla, ngisho ohambweni lokugcina, futhi yi okusivumela ukuthi sizwe ubuthaka bale mpilo, ubuso bakhe obuhlukile futhi ukuthi sinamandla kulokhu okwenzeka ekugcineni singabenyama, kwengqondo nomphefumulo ababhali bemfihlakalo abakhulu, thina abangenacala, thina balandeli ba Wonder .

Uyamemeza futhi mina ngikuzwe emaphaseji aleli khaya lomhlalaphansi ongawuzwanga akasoze akwenza eyakho, bekunzima kakhulu ukuxhumana nokuzivumelanisa nezimo enkulu .

Abasekho “Nkosikazi !” ukuthi ukhulume kodwa ukububula okude okuvela ku ukujula kobuntu bakho ukukhuluma nomuntu ongachazwanga, ukuthi awukwazi qoka. akusindise engozini ? Yehlisa umoya ? Siza ukuthi udlule kulolu sizi, lokhu kuguquguquka kokuphila okucwila ku-labyrinth eyenziwe ngeminonjana inkumbulo kanye nezinkinga ? Awazi ukuthi yini okumele uyibuze, isandla sakho esizacile siyakhama isandla sami. Awusangiceli nokuthi ngibuye ekhaya, ekhaya .

imisebenzi yakho okubalulekile kuye kwehliselwa ekudleni nasekulaleni, futhi lapho ngisuka kuwe ukukhononda isikhathi eside kugaya isifuba sami njengobubi futhi kukhinyabeza inhliziyo yami .

Uma ngikushiya ngemva kokukuqabula, Ngibona sengathi kuzoba okokugcina lokhu ; futhi ke angibuyeli emuva ngoba angazi ngenzenjani ukuze ngikusize, ukukuqinisekisa, ukukuthulisa. Ubugwala ngiyakulahla, bese kuba mina kukwenza uzizwe unecala !

Dès que je quitte l’étage où tu résides et que l’ascenseur atteint le Rez-de-chaussée, je n’entends plus tes cris mais néanmoins ils continuent de résonner au plus profond de mon être. Ngilahliwe. ngisale ngaphandle, mina okubi ngizelwe … mhlawumbe njengawe. J’essaye de me faire à l’idée que je n’ai plus de papa, Ngidabukile, Ngiphatheke kabi, ibhola elikhulu liphuma esiswini sami. Ngehlisa umoya, Ngiyasilawula lesi simo ngenkathi ngiklebhuka i-visceral. Ukukhala kwakho kuyangilandela lapho ngizindla, lapho ngihamba emvuleni, dans le vent, phansi kwelanga ngizwe izwi lakho lingibiza, ngobumnene, très doucement telle une caresse, ukuphulula kwakho, que tu me prodiguais quand dans mon petit lit d’enfant j’avais tant de mal à m’endormir .

Awubuzi nakanjani usizo olwengeziwe, ungathi awusabuzi izindaba izingane zakho. Uwedwa futhi inkungu ekugubuzele iphakamisa ukundiza kwakho amagwababa ekuseni ehlobo elibandayo ezihlahleni ezinde eziklelile Canal eBriennon .

Tu es là à attendre qu’une porte ultime s’ouvre dans le mur de cette chambre que tu n’as jamais investie. Uyisango lokungena ethubeni ongaphuthelwa. Tu attends un dernier train qui siffle dans le lointain mais qui tarde à apparaître. Awusenalutho ongalunikeza. Ce qui t’appartenait ne t’appartient plus, laliyini ikhaya lakho, uphucwe izwe. Ton appartement a été occupé, la vaisselle du dimanche et des jours de fête a été éparpillée, ngisho isiginisha yakho ikopishiwe. lethemba, iphuzu. De sourires sur ton visage, iphuzu. La trompette dont tu jouais à été offerte à l’enfant d’une soignante. Umthwalo wakho wokugcina upakishiwe, et puis d’ailleurs ça fait bon temps que tu n’as plus de bagages. Unikile, … sithathile .

Ngezikhathi ezithile, phakathi izikhathi ze-lucidity, ubungacela ukuthi ihambe kancane, ukuthi i Ukuphela komhubhe kuvula ukukhanya kwetheminali enkulu, basho kanjalo. Kodwa i uyazi ukuthi yini elandelayo ? Bengifuna sikhulume ngalokhu. Bengingathanda kakhulu ukuthi uthathe lesi sinyathelo… Futhi manje lokho ngizwa, ukuthi ngilinganisa konke ubaba akwazi ukukunikela kuye izingane lapho eqaphela ukuba yingxenye yeketango elikhulu le izizukulwane nokuthi ukuphila kwakhe siqu, eyingqayizivele futhi engcwele, usenkonzweni yabanye .

Mhlawumbe lokhu kuzoba namuhla ebusuku. Mhlawumbe ezinsukwini ezimbalwa. kubanda. Vumela amathambo phuka njengengilazi. Ukuthi igazi alisahambi. Lokho kuthula kungazelelwe kube yimpumuzo emva kokuhlupheka. Vumela umakikhi we-pacemaker enze a umsindo wesihogo kulo mzimba ongasebenzi .

Imoto emnyama akakafiki. Kodwa benzani bonke laba okuthiwa bayaphila ukuphuza ipasti, ukudlala i-belotte, ukuququda phambi kwe-TV,  njengoba iqhwa emaphethelweni eqhwa lephakethe ! ” ngizolinda, moi, imoto yezidumbu ! “

Ngikhumbula uhambo lwaseFrance esiye ukulibona noCharlotte, eminyakeni amashumi amahlanu. Kwakuyisinyathelo esiphambene newashi. Umgijimi wokugcina ozodlula kwakungu-Anquetil owayenejezi eliphuzi, kwase kulandela ngemuva inqola yomshanelo. Uphelile umcimbi, sasibuye ngesitimela sisuka eVersailles ukwehla esiteshini sasePont Mirabeau bese ubuyela ekhaya nge Avenue Emile Zola. Ngibambe isikhwama esinephepha ngobude ezinye izinto ezincane zokukhangisa engikwazile ukuzibamba endleleni wekharavani yokukhangisa. Lalibalele, ilanga likaJulayi lalidlala amahlamvu e-avenue. Ngiluthandile lolu shintsho ukusuka emthunzini kuya ekukhanyeni futhi mina Ngagxumela phezu kwezingcwecwe zensimbi ezinezimbobo ezazizungeze izihlahla. bekade ngi ngijabule ngokuchitha isikhathi nawe, ubaba, ubaba omncane… Futhi lokhu inqola yomshanelo elindile !

Eminyakeni emine edlule kanye nengxenye, ngenkathi umama esishiya, Ngihlale nawe isonto lonke rue de la Jarry. Bekukhona okokugcina ngangisondelene nawe ngempela. Awukaze ungibuze imibuzo ngaphandle kwezinto ezibonakalayo. Awukaze ukhale. Ungalokothi awuzange uvuse noma iyiphi inkumbulo ngokuzenzakalelayo. Ukube ukudabuka bekukhona ubungeke ungitshele akazange akubonise. Bengikwenza “obucayi” nawe ukuze angakwenzi bheka usizi lwami olujulile futhi angizange ngikusunduze ukuze sobabili sikhale ngokushiya kukankosikazi nomama wethu. ngangesaba ukuthi wena uyawa. Bengivele ngikala ngokuthula owakukhombisa – kuba njalo mina owaqala ingxoxo – ukuthi isimo sakho sengqondo siphazamisekile. Wena kwakubonakala kwenye indawo kukho konke lokhu. Ukuswela kwakho imizwa kungenze ngabanda emuva. Angiwatholanga amagama abengawenza uwasho, xhumana nawe ekuzweleni kwakho. Ngangazi ukuthi usuhambile .

I 23 Juni, usuku usuku lokuzalwa lukamama, ngizokuthandazela, ubaba. Ukuthi uyikho lwalomhlaba noma kwenye indawo akusho lutho, usuvele uhambe kakhulu. Eyakho ukusuka, wawukulindele kudala. Udayise indlu eseSaint-Flour sengathi ukuvala isiqephu sempilo yakho, sengathi ushisa izinto zakhe azijwayele ngoba ngemva kwakho ngeke kube khona lutho, lutho kodwa abantu abangabazi abayofuna ebhizinisini lakho, lutho ngaphandle kwabahlaseli abazobhubhisa yonke into. Awukaze akazange agcizelele ukuthi siwuqinise lo mndeni. Usinikezile imali yokuthengisa ngaphandle kokukubuyisela, ngaphandle kokusho inkulumo. Imizwa, iphuzu ; sengathi kukhona okufile ngawe isikhathi eside kakhulu. Ubuvele usendleleni yokuphuma. Emasontweni ukuthi ukulandele ube nenkinga enkulu yempilo owaphunyuka kuyo ngenhlanhla. Futhi njengoba kade ulindele ukulandelana. kwakungesona isikhathi sakho. Umugqa wokuklama okwedlule, wenza sengathi akufanele ujike. indaba yokuphila noma lokufa ? Indiza uye phambili ?

Ngokushesha nje lapho i- ukuguga okwesabekayo kuyakwehlula, ukuthi awusenalo ikhanda lakho, kunoziqu-zintathu ukucindezeleka, I-Alzheimer kanye nokuwohloka komqondo kusiphoqa ukuba sihlole lokho esikuvivinyayo kufanele uwele, wena kanye nathi sobathathu abantwana bakho ababizelwe kanjalo njengezidalwa zikanembeza nesihawu, yokuba sengozini, lokubonisa obala nasegazini elibandayo, lokucabanga nokuqonda kulokho okuyikho ; siyazikweleta sibe ngofakazi bomsebenzi omkhulu wokuphila nokufa wokusisekela ekwamukeleni nasekusizeni omunye nomunye ukuze selule isandla kulabo esibathandayo abaswele. Akufanele sifihle lutho. Kumele hlalani nimunye. Kufanele sikhulume sodwa. Okushiywe kungashiwongo kudala ukuhoxa kukho uqobo, ukwaliwa nokungazi omunye namashwa amaningi kubantwana bethu kanye izingane ezincane ngethunzi bazoziphonsa enkumbulweni yethu sonke .

Lapho ngizwa isiphetho sobude esiqongweni sokuba khona, Ngilalele, Ngiyabona, Nginguye lusizi, ngiyakhala, Ngingedwa futhi umzwangedwa wami ngiwudla nabantu engibathandayo, Ngiwabelana nabathandekayo bami abangithandayo. Ngiyayihlafuna, Mina yena ama-distills, Mina yena “manduque”, le nketho ephelele ye-finitude, okwe ukuthi liyangondla futhi lingisize ngikhule .

Awu, ngizokhuleka kwakho, ukukuphelezela, ukukusekela, wena baba, umzimba nomphefumulo abangani, ukuhamba nawe lendlela esuka ekhaya yakho iye emathuneni lapho hlala mama .

Ubaba, Mina wena thembisa ukukhumbula indaba yakho yokuphila, kanye nokuhlonipha lo mdwebo ubukhona obungidlulisele kimi ukuze ngenze ukuphila onginike kona kuthele izithelo idatha, ukuze lesi sifiso sokwenza okungaphezu kwalokho esikuphiweyo sichume inikezwe. Futhi lokhu, ukuze kube “umsebenzi omuhle” wusizo kulabo abazosilandela .

kukhona isikhathi okungenangqondo lapho sibeka abafileyo etafuleni ukuze badle okokugcina, endlaleni futhi ukoma okungokwenyama kodwa okugcwele indlala nokoma okungokomfanekiso nokungokomoya, ukuze ukuqoqa imvuthuluka yempilo ezosivumela ukuthi sikhule phezu kwethu indlela yolwazi nokuhlakanipha, ukunikeza ukuphila komuntu injongo nokushabalala ku-osmosis yothando ngaphambi kwalokho okuyikho .

Ubaba, dans ta démence, ikhipha i-aura lapho ivela khona, okumsulwa nokucacile, inani elijulile. I-ego ephukile ivula indlela engqikithini yomuntu. Et pour celà tu es précieux .

I 23 Juni, I uzocabanga umama, Ngizocabanga ngawe baba, Ngizocabanga ngani nobabili, umfowethu kanye Udadewethu, futhi ngizothembisa ukuphila le minyaka yokugcina engeyami eyabiwe, kalula ngangokunokwenzeka, ekulaleleni, isizotha, inhlonipho nge ubuntu bomuntu ngamunye, ukwesekwa nezeluleko, kubo bonke abazoba khona ubunzima .

Akufanele usizwise ubuhlungu futhi ube nesibindi sokushintshana, ukuze uxhumane nathi izihlobo, nabanye, ngisho noma kubonakala kunzima ngoba akujwayelekile kakhulu esikweni lomndeni wethu. Thula uma ikwazi ukuzivuselela ukuzindla nokuzindla, kuyingozi njengoba, ukuguqula ngokuthula, uyasicima isibani sethemba .

Futhi kusukela lapha yonke into iphetha ngengoma noma igama elinomusa, ake sithi ungamsindi umakhelwane wakho, noma kwabanye, noma kulomhlaba ogcwele imfihlakalo yendalo ukuze thina, bona “ephila ekuhambeni”, sihlale ekuhlanganyeleni noMunye oyoqaphela ukuthi sonke singabazalwane uma sithandana .

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