All posts by Gael GERARD

word drop

 massive attack   
scraps of words
in birth of the day
arrows of truth .

bumping along the way
sand and dust
the cart hiccups
the mayonnaise takes .

What do I care about the keys
the future has no end
that this appetizer
shortened hope .

Well-timed spillway
the stream frowns thickly
in the walled ravine
in the flexible gap of a stream of May .

get back to life
take pride in the fact on purpose
ignore the office trap
to be the unknown elect .

A bag for that
the stitches letting through
foam and elixir
so much love .

Bareback on the back of the thug
kiss mickey tail
down the grassy slope
until the torrent of expectations .

Seal the letter and the spirit
ebony one night call
open the talented belly
... fine snow .


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the intelligence of the desire to live

  This coming night
to live in flesh and in thought
to knock down the walls
to be understood .

Refocusing is at the crossroads of great conquests .

Appearance is putrefaction announced ,
lifting of the infernal gate ,
artifact from ancient disasters .

Attention
the unpronounceable name
is this moving tomb with multiple entrances
upsetting scruffy man .

consciousness of existence
welcomes the approach of reality .

Let's give to love
how to make love .

Let's be transparent .

Let's empty our accepted tears
Let's stay in love .

humanity ,
the gods and their rites reminding us .

Have a keen eye
focused on a living world .

Let's get out of the abyss .

Let's create by shouting
new stars .

Our bloody wounds
we will lead to language ,
where to live sanity on the high seas
and deny all beliefs .

Before the intelligence of the desire to live
let's be the rooster of the pre-drawn horizons
than a lifetime
represented , fixed and unstable faith ,
healing our inner landscapes .

It is given to me to be .
At the modillions of the bedside the bestiary is offered to us
fresh and rustic in its floral arrangements ,
a single gesture ,

... finally listen ....

Have you thought about being free ?


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Right on time on the sidelines

 The cries of siblings hugging each other
in warm circles
on the summer fringes
skinny hands pomade the dough
field flowers
dappled clouds
ripping their raincoats
for a unique listening
and jump on the saddle
mineral churches
that the mirror auscultates
strange twist
on time
of the burning words
slow dust rolling down the sunbeam
the smell fills the room
there is no politeness
than living forms and bleeding wounds
sounds and lights in unison
the trinket eye delivering the cohort of language
gripping strap
enclosing the irrefutable mystery
unseen wandering
tracing black on black
at the crossroads of conquests
the sign of the sharing to come
on the canvas bag
held at arm's length
as a viaticum .


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Sylvain Gerard . work 4 – Andean flute for a cosmonaut

 Sylvain .
Andean flute at the exit of the garages
little man upright on his supports
the cheeky face
and yet unfailingly optimistic
it swings and it comes back
this wart on the nose
part in space
from his harnesses the air pipes
show the caravanserai trail
where the camels of obscure evidence stop .

They were sweeping outside their doors
the pointed arrows of derision
irresistible love
of your sensitive knees
O my sweet-eyed tamarisk love .

In conversation with laziness
we were naked
gasping for the great disaster
carnage to the marrow
over the chasms
in agony
filled ditches
by the acridness of the ebbing sewers.

Then time against the light did the rest .

The denied body took us away
on tip-toes
dead father and son
the birds folded their wings
more quickly followed one another
the form and meaning given to life
hands and lips pressed against the glass
whispering the multiplication table
on the mist of cold hearts .

My child
the doors and windows are closed
the abyss contains the germ
boxes without brake and without chorus
shattered with a chisel
my bloody fingers
grabbing the gutter
this tabernacle of woody waters
exposed to the flight of starlings
taken away dropped off
bloody beauty
powerful strides ending on one hop
under the Grenelle bridge
picking up a few balls of coal in the big black shopping bag .

O son
wire by wire
pillars of salt
that disturbs the lost word
between the visible and the invisible
a padlocked dry step
the pneumatic passage of your wheelchair .



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( Drawing by Sylvain GERARD )

Dis ! what do you live when you live ?

 I see, I hear, I smell, I touch, my throat is dry, it's warm .

 The day is wet with dew,
 the light is white,
 fresh leaves of trees in spring are hungry for beauty .
  
 And I change,
 every second I change .

 I evolve,
 I ride loud and clear the breath of the universe,
 and the world changes in me .
 
 I drink the resonant transparency,
 and I send .

 My mission is to convey what is
 at random from the building spark .
 
 Patience, patience,
 my bones are cracking
 the attics are empty,
 the word opens the orifice of the throat,
 I spread the sails of the princely coulter,
 and complete the given .

 My body .

 And it's lucky to have a body .
 
 The body of the ocean with air bubbles rendered,
 and it's a chance to be in tension
 to the estuaries of eternal dawn .
 
 It is through personal practice,
 contrary to the squatting in the shadows ,
 what to meet the cold of the morning,
 open the cry of life
 far from the love-nothingness that was ours .

 my dearest being,
 this world inside me,
 taller than me,
 the other me .
 
 I'm yours .


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Reaching out towards the living reflection

  love not say
 cet horizon
 this color ,

 Don't grab the phone
 and know you only through the pain of absence .

 The night , at the very source
 prejudice and withdrawal ,

 Wandering in rainy weather
 under the storm of blood
 to remember the complaint and the reproach .
 
Eternal air bubble
 let's listen
 let's take a look around us ,

 Accused of sad finitude
 the future concerns us
 we the purveyors of dialogue with each other .

 To love without even giving
 daisy and cornflower
 without even biting the fruit of the conflicts
 without the word kindness
 without taking the first step .

 Keep in oneself the rebellious concern
 from a trunk of memories
 that padlocked conviction does not open
 at the risk of living the irreparable .

 Silently ,
 the forehead against the edge of the well
 offer the sky and the stars ,
 reach out to the living reflection ,
 this grace of being in charge .


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Peindre ses fenêtres à l’encre bleue

 Paint your windows with blue ink.
Store the claw of the ash tree.
Suivre les gouttes d'eau tomber du toit.
Pointing at the pheasant perched on the clide in the garden.
Puiser l'eau de la fontaine dans les seaux de zin.
Put the barrette back in her hair.
Escalader le tertre exposé au vent du nord derrière la
maison.

Dip his hooves in the fresh dung.
Don't forget the wool hat.
Après l'orage faire naviguer les bateaux d'écorce de pin
sur la flaque d'eau.
Surprendre les grands parents évoquer au coin du feu mon
père et mes oncles.
Sort the lentils in the big brown dish.
Choosing and eating the hot roe.
Sit on the stone under the barred window.

Make the leafy pastry in the pradou.
Picking up grass for the bunnies.
Choose the stick.
Run your hand over the rough leather of the cows.
Look at their big sad eyes.
Occasionally, cry with them.
Revenir de l'abreuvoir par la côte en tenant la queue de
la Mareuille.
Remind the dogs, Riquette and Champagne.
Hear the iron barrou sink into his coach .
Climb on the chair take the cheese under the ceiling.
Open the large drawer with bread pies.
Go draw the wine from the barrel over the hole.
That long walk to the Sunday church.
Le cadre de grand-père chargé de ses médailles
militaires.
I did not know , I was not told.
That the big ones had to take care of the little ones.
I'm going on mandatory delivery.
The clepsydra of time is reversed.
Silence.
Cette levée de poussière provenant de la route en terre
battue.
In high winds hold the sequins ready to fly away

Get on the bike.
Disparaître dans la forêt de Laroussière entre pins et
genévriers.
Hear the wind speak.
En cadence.
L'horloge frappe le temps de son battant de laiton
brillant comme un sou neuf.
They didn't turn around when I called them.
Hors la brume matinale émerge la mise en demeure de nos
ancêtres.
La terre se craquèle.
Through the crevices rise the memories.
I bite the apple.
The apple tree bends to my shadow.
Elle parle de ces cendres répandues sur le pas des
portes.
Last cry of love outside the locker room.
On the field of upright poles.
On the way to being the green meadow of future generations.

Fleur parmi les fleurs le soleil ouvre et ferme ses
corolles fraîches.
La Lande de ses herbes rêches presse nos têtes contre son
sein.
In the distance the print of the mountains.
Lead from Cantal, le Puy Mary.
The Angelus resounds.
In front of the silent voices our fingers join.
Vienne le temps de changer l'eau des fleurs.

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just the whim of being

 In the crumpled wavelets
life shield obscures vision
scathing sweeps
cry the wise stones .    

A wind agitates with a mighty amble
the shrubby frames
annoy drops of oil
digging into grimy faces .   

End up prostrate the surveyors
with redundant mirrors ,   
sequencing ,   
brutal is the elemental attack .   

Wipe their muzzle
dogs with raised lips
at the crossroads .   

Group the children
under the canopy
strong from a dominated fear .   

The screaming sounds
become hullabaloo
in the slenderness of the dream .   

Everything fits ,   
the people ,   
nature spirits ,   
those unreasonable voices ,   
direct instruction .   
The smell of earth drives away the dust ,   
the skin opens its lips ,   
clouds piss thickly the milk of the gods .   
The visible becomes invisible ,   
the invisible becomes the visible world .
  
Creation is rebellious under its mask ,   
creation is beautiful ,   
the essence exhales a sweet song ,   
I'm dumb ,   
healing works .   
A lit pipe ,   
I offer my soul ,   
and stand up ,   
in him ,   
in my private ,   
between the dead and the living ,   
just the whim of being .  

 
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Sylvain Gérard. work – 3 – The thinking monkey

 Watershed
 between man and beast
 pass the stream of mute thoughts
 his big paw
 above the memory
 expanding to be
 to touch the unifying flame .

 Beware of the monster
 assorted urges and fantasies
 in each of us
 offer the bitter pulp
 To the best offer
 awakening passers-by .

 The man in the hat and glasses
 Harold Lloyd reincarnated
 empty-handed delight
 the flower on the shoulder
 onomatopoeia
 of a wedding march
 towards the other shore appeared .

   ( Work by Sylvain Gérard . ) 

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Walk away and come to me

 Originally ,
 Le contact avec les puissances de l'esprit ,
 Une porte béante ,
 Un bouche à bouche avec l'éternité .

 I conjure with fresh blood
 Le couteau dans le ventre de mon fils ,
 Pharaon des orages à venir .

 I beg for grace
 En repli de l'enfant éteint ,
 Que claque le briquet
 Au sursaut d'une dernière nuit
 Sans bagage
 Avec l'infini pour ciel de traîne ,
 Ma vie au creux des vagues froides ,
 Le crêpe du deuil ,
 Sur la plaine des silences
 Que parcourent à petits pas 
 Les saintes femmes .


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